urgent to prepare for what I had seen. I begin to write down every step he had given me for three months I tried to give birth to a child that wasn’t there. I begin to ask God both day and night. Why do I not have and others do? I know I lied a time or two but I know for a fact there are many who have done worst. I complained for three months I thought God would honor my prayer and give me the wealth and wisdom I asked for but it never came. I told anyone I had a conversation with my story. I told them how much I wanted God to give me health and wisdom. I told them how he never answered my pray. I told them how sad I am, how disappointed I had gotten, I wanted to make sure they knew I was angry.
God spoke to me one day in a voice as clear as someone looking me in my face. He said I had not because I ended my story, I didn’t stay committed. I lost my faith; I closed my book before I could read the best part of the book. I didn’t read enough to know that there would be trials and tribulations. I told him I read for three months, how long is this book? He answered as long as it takes. He explained to me that everyone has a story whether it is sad, bad or good but there are few who have sequels. There are many who never get to the first chapter they read the introduction and assume that the book doesn’t relate to them.
I put people in your life to direct you on the right path but you wanted the book to be short and sweet. You saw what they had and assumed the book they read was better than the one you had in reach of you. You became convinced that I ignored your story. Not one time did you stay commit to a book that was written for you and about you. So I ask you why did you ignored me. Why should I invest in you, when you give up so quickly?
And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God; I will pour out of my spirit upon all flesh: and yours sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams
PROVERBS: 19:11The discretion of a man deferreth his anger, and it is his glory to pass over a transgression. Who through faith and patience inherit the promises.
HEBREWS:6:12 That ye be not sloughful, but followers of them. And it shall come to pass on the last days, saith God; I will pour out of my spirit upon all flesh:
JOEL: 2:28 And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out of my spirit upon all flesh: BA YOUR SONS and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream, dreams; your young men shall see visions.
I am not a counselor, this is only my opinion and if you need a word of encouragement my name is Tearless Emotions